One small confession to make

First time to the backstage of CSS

First time in the backstage live

First time to blog about CSS stuff

But Suddenly something werid happen

For the 1st time in my life, I had a phopia of talking to female n possibility male contestant

My speech had been struck within causing mi to develop shy attitude to other

Campus contestant bonded very well with each other which make me feel a scene of lonliness.

I dun have common interest with them.

I felt like invisbile to everyone's  sight

I am afraid of Rejection from other

I begin to lost myself 

N I still wonder how my awesome friend XY is able to communicate with them.

I am not like him. I am just me, myself and I alone.

Anyway all the best for CSS n stuff